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أَرَادَwantedهُنْرِيHenryأَنْtoيَصْرُخَshoutلَكِنَّهُbut heلَمْdid notيَسْتَطِعْbe ableأَنْtoيُصْدِرَemitأَيَّanyصَوْتٍsound

Henry wanted to shout, but he could not emit any sound.

وَقَفَstoppedالرَّجُلُthe manذُوwithالثِّيَابِthe clothesالرَّثَّةِtatteredوَرَاقَبَهُand watched him

The man with tattered clothes stopped and watched him.

قَالَsaidالرَّجُلُthe manبَعْدَafterبُرْهَةٍa while

The man said after a while:

انْظُرْLookيَاOرَفِيقِيmy companionلَقَدْindeedرَحَلَdepartedصَدِيقُكَyour friendأَلَيْسَis it notكَذَلِكَso

Look O my companion, indeed your friend has departed, is it not so?

مِنَfromالْأَفْضَلِthe bestلَكَfor youأَنْtoتَهْتَمَّcareبِنَفْسِكَfor yourself

It is better for you to care for yourself.

لَنْwill notيَكْتَرِثَcareأَحَدٌanyoneلِإِزْعَاجِto annoyصَدِيقِكَyour friendبَعْدَafterالْآنَnow

No one will care to annoy your friend after now.

وَعَلَيَّand upon meأَنْtoأَقُولَsayإِنَّنِيindeed Iلَاdo notأَتَمَتَّعُenjoyبِصِحَّةٍhealthجَيِّدَةٍgoodهَذِهِtheseالْأَيَّامَdays

And I must say that indeed I am not enjoying good health these days.

نَظَرَlookedهُنْرِيHenryإِلَىatالرَّجُلِthe manبِسُرْعَةٍquickly

Henry looked at the man quickly.

وَرَأَىand sawأَنَّهُthat heكَانَwasيَتَرَنَّحُstaggeringعَلَىonقَدَمَيْهِhis feet

And saw that he was staggering on his feet.

وَأَنَّand thatوَجْهَهُhis faceتَغَيَّرَchangedإِلَىtoلَوْنٍcolorأَزْرَقَblueغَرِيبٍstrange

And that his face had changed to a strange bluish color.

صَاحَshoutedهُنْرِيHenryلَسْتَyou are notأَنْتَyouأَيْضًاalsoلَنْwill notتَ...ا...

Henry shouted: "You are not, either, will not..."

لَوَّحَwavedالرَّجُلُthe manبِيَدِهِwith his hand

The man waved with his hand.

قَالَsaidالرَّجُلُthe manلَاno

The man said: no,

كُلُّallمَاthatأَحْتَاجُهُI needهُوَisحِسَاءُsoupالْبَازِلَّاءِof lentils

All I need is lentil soup

وَفِرَاشٌand beddingوَثِيرٌsoft

and soft bedding.

بَدَأَاThey startedيَسِيرَانِwalkingعَائِدَيْنِreturningإِلَىtoالطَّرِيقِthe road

They started walking back to the road.

تَحَرَّكَاThey movedبِهُدُوءٍcalmlyبَعْضَfor someالْوَقْتِtime

They moved calmly for some time,

وَأَخِيرًاand finallyقَالَsaidالرَّجُلُthe manرَثُّof tatteredالثِّيَابِclothes

and finally, the tattered-clothed man said:

أَتَعْلَمُDo you knowيَاOرَفِيقِيmy companion

“Do you know O my companion?

بَدَأْتُI beganأَشْعُرُto feelبِتَدَهْوُرٍwith a deteriorationشَدِيدٍsevere

I began to feel a severe deterioration.”

تَأَوَّهَsighedهُنْرِيHenryوَتَسَاءَلَand wonderedهَلْifسَيَشْهَدُhe will witnessعَرْضًاa performanceمُرَوِّعًاterrifyingآخَرَanother

Henry sighed and wondered if he would witness another terrifying performance,

لَكِنَّbutصَدِيقَهُhis friendالْجَدِيدَnewطَمْأَنَهُassured him

but his new friend assured him.

قَالَsaidالرَّجُلُthe manأُوهْOhلَمْhas notيَحِنِcomeالْوَقْتُthe timeبَعْدُyet

The man said: "Oh, the time has not come yet.

لَدَيَّI haveالْكَثِيرُmuchلَأَفْعَلَهُto do

I have much to do.

عَلَيْكَYou shouldأَنْtoتَرَىseeكَمْhow manyطِفْلٍchildلَدَيَّI have

You should see how many children I have!"

لَمَحَsawهُنْرِيHenryظِلَّa shadowابْتِسَامَةٍof a smileعَلَىonوَجْهِthe faceالرَّجُلِof the manالَّذِيwhoكَانَwasيَمْزَحُjoking

Henry saw a shadow of a smile on the face of the man who was joking.

سَارَاThey walkedمَسَافَةًa distanceأَطْوَلَlonger

They walked a longer distance,

وَتَحَدَّثَand talkedالرَّجُلُthe manذُوwithالثِّيَابِthe clothesالرَّثَّةِtatteredعَنْaboutمَسْقَطِthe birthplaceرَأْسِهِof his head

and the man in tattered clothes talked about his hometown,

بَعْدَهَاthenقَالَhe saidبِهُدُوءٍcalmlyبَالِغٍprofoundly

then he calmly said:

لَاI do notأَظُنُّthinkأَنِّيthat Iأَسْتَطِيعُcanمُوَاصَلَةَcontinueالسَّيْرِwalking

"I do not think I can continue walking,

وَأَنْتَand youأَيْضًاalsoتَبْدُوappearمُرْهَقًاexhaustedجِدًّاvery

and you also appear very exhausted,

أُرَاهِنُI betأَنَّكَthat youأَسْوَأُare worseحَالًاoffمِمَّاthan whatتَظُنُّyou think

I bet you are worse off than you think.

عَلَيْكَYou shouldالِاعْتِنَاءُcareبِجُرْحِكَfor your wound

You should take care of your wound;

لَيْسَit is notمِنَofالْجَيِّدِgoodأَنْtoتَتْرُكَleaveهَذِهِtheseالْجُرُوحَwoundsدُونَwithoutعِنَايَةٍcare

it is not good to leave these wounds without care.

أَيْنَWhereجُرْحُكَis your wound?

Where is your wound?

كَانَwasهُنْرِيHenryيَأْمُلُhopingأَلَّاthat notيُكَرِّرَrepeatالرَّجُلُthe manهَذَاthisالسُّؤَالَquestionثَانِيَةًagain

Henry was hoping that the man would not repeat this question again.

أَطْلَقَHe let outصَرْخَةَa screamغَضَبٍof angerوَأَشَاحَand wavedبِيَدِهِwith his handفِيinحَنَقٍrage

He let out a scream of anger and waved his hand in rage.

قَالَsaidهُنْرِيHenryمُحْتَدًّاdefiantlyكُفَّStopعَنْfromإِزْعَاجِيbothering me

Henry said defiantly: "Stop bothering me."

الْخِزْيُThe shameالَّذِيthatكَانَhe wasيَشْعُرُfeelingبِهِaboutجَرَّاءَdue toمَاwhatفَعَلَهُhe did

The shame he was feeling about what he did

جَعَلَهُmade himيَصْرُخُscreamفِيinوَجْهِthe faceصَدِيقِهِof his friendالْوَحِيدِonlyالْآنَnow

made him scream in the face of his only friend now.

قَالَsaidالرَّجُلُthe manبِصَوْتٍin a voiceيَشُوبُهُmixed withالْحُزْنُsadness

The man said in a voice mixed with sadness:

يَعْلَمُknowsاللَّهُAllahأَنِّيthat Iلَاdo notأُرِيدُwantمُضَايَقَةَto inconvenienceأَحَدٍanyone

'Allah knows that I do not want to inconvenience anyone.

يَعْلَمُknowsاللَّهُAllahأَنَّthatلَدَيَّI haveمَاwhatيَكْفِيis enoughمِنَofالْقَلَقِanxiety'

Allah knows that I have enough of anxiety.'

تَحَدَّثَspokeهُنْرِيHenryالَّذِيwhoكَانَwasيُفَكِّرُthinkingوَيَرْمُقُand watchingالرَّجُلَthe manبِنَظْرَةِwith a lookكَرَاهِيَةٍof hatredبِنَبْرَةٍin a toneحَادَّةٍsharp

Henry — who was thinking and watching the man with a look of hatred — spoke in a sharp tone.

قَالَsaidهُنْرِيHenryإِلَىuntilاللِّقَاءِwe meet

Henry said: 'Until we meet.'

نَظَرَlookedالرَّجُلُthe manذُوwithالثِّيَابِthe clothesالرَّثَّةِtatteredإِلَيْهِat himفِيinذُهُولٍamazement

The man with tattered clothes looked at him in amazement.

سَأَلَهُHe asked himمُتَرَدِّدًاhesitantlyلِمَاذَاWhyيَاOصَدِيقِيmy friend

He asked him hesitantly: “Why? ... Why, my friend?

إِلَىtoأَيْنَwhereأَنْتَyouذَاهِبٌgoing?

Where are you going?”

بَدَاseemedرَأْسُهُHis headغَارِقًاimmersedفِيinالْأَفْكَارِthoughts

His head seemed immersed in thoughts.