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صَحِيحٌTrueأَنَّهُthat heارْتَكَبَcommittedأَخْطَاءًmistakesلَكِنْbutلَنْwill notيَعْلَمَknowعَنْهَاabout themأَحَدٌanyoneشَيْئًاanything

It is true that he committed mistakes, but no one will know anything about them.

إِنَّهُIndeed, heلَاnotيَزَالُremainsرَجُلًاa manفِيinأَعْيُنِthe eyes ofالْآخَرِينَothers

He still remains a man in the eyes of others.

لَمْdid notيُفَكِّرْthinkهُنْرِيHenryفِيaboutالْمَعَارِكِthe battlesالْوَشِيكَةِimminent

Henry did not think about the imminent battles,

وَلَمْand did notيَكُنْhe haveبِحَاجَةٍa needلِلتَّفْكِيرِto thinkفِيaboutكَيْفِيَّةِthe method ofالتَّعَامُلِdealingمَعَهَاwith them

nor did he need to think about how to deal with them.

لَقَدْIndeedتَعَلَّمَhe learnedأَمْسِyesterdayأَنَّهُthat heلَنْwill notيُحَاسَبَbe held accountableلَوْifتَخَلَّىhe abandonsعَنْperformingأَدَاءِperformingوَاجِبِهِhis duty

He learned yesterday that he would not be held accountable if he abandoned his duty.

إِلَىToجَانِبِthe side ofذَلِكَthatكَانَwasهُنْرِيHenryيَشْعُرُfeelingبِالثِّقَةِconfident

In addition to that, Henry felt confident;

إِنَّهُheالْآنَnowأَكْثَرُmoreإِيمَانًاconfidentبِنَفْسِهِin himselfوَأَكْثَرُand moreخِبْرَةًexperiencedمِنْthanذِيbeforeقَبْلُbefore

he is now more confident in himself and more experienced than before.

لَقَدْIndeedتَعَرَّضَhe was exposedلِلْمَخَاطِرِto dangersوَرَأَىand sawأَسْوَأَthe worstمَاwhatيُمْكِنُcanأَنْtoيُرَىbe seen

Indeed, he was exposed to dangers and saw the worst that can be seen,

وَالْآنَand nowيَظُنُّhe thinksأَنَّthatمَاwhatحَدَثَhappenedلَمْdid notيَكُنْbeبِهَذَاthisالسُّوءِbad

and now he thinks that what happened was not this bad.

فَكَّرَThoughtهُنْرِيHenryكَيْفَhowيَقْتُلُونَهُthey kill himفِيwhenحِينِat the timeأَنَّهُthat heكَانَwasوَاضِحًاclearأَنَّهُمُthat theyاخْتَارُوهُchose himلِعِظَمِfor the greatnessشَأْنِهِof his stature

Henry thought how they kill him when it was clear that they chose him for his greatness?

وَإِلَّاOtherwiseفَكَيْفَhowاسْتَطَاعَcould heالنَّجَاةَsurviveمِنْfromكُلِّallمَاwhatتَعَرَّضَhe was exposedلَهُto

Otherwise, how could he survive from all that he was exposed to?

تَذَكَّرَRememberedهُنْرِيHenryكَيْفَhowلاذَtook refugeآخَرُونَothersبِالْفِرَارِby fleeingمِنَfromالْمَعْرَكَةِthe battle

Henry remembered how others took refuge by fleeing from the battle.

وَعِنْدَمَاAnd whenفَكَّرَhe thoughtفِيaboutوُجُوهِهِمُtheir facesالَّتِيwhichكَانَwereيَمْلَؤُهَاfilled withالذُّعْرُfear

And when he thought about their faces that were filled with fear,

شَعَرَhe feltأَنَّهُthat heلَيْسَwas notمِثْلَهُمْlike them

he felt that he was not like them;

لَقَدْindeedكَانُواthey wereضُعَفَاءَweakوَفَرُّواand fledبِسُرْعَةٍwith speedبَالِغَةٍextremeأَمَامَin front ofأَعْيُنِthe eyesالْجَمِيعِof all

they were weak and fled with great speed in front of the eyes of all,

بَيْنَمَاwhileفَرَّfledهُوَheبِكِبْرِيَاءَwith prideدُونَwithoutأَنْthatيَرَاهُsee himأَحَدٌanyone

while he fled with pride without anyone seeing him.

سَعَلَCoughedوِيلْسُونُWilsonبِصَوْتٍwith a voiceعَالٍloudفَأَفَاقَso awakenedهُنْرِيHenryمِنْfromأَحْلَامِdreamsيَقَظَتِهِof his wakefulness

Wilson coughed with a loud voice, so Henry awakened from his dreams of wakefulness.

قَالَSaidوِيلْسُونُWilsonهُنْرِيHenry

Wilson said: 'Henry!'

رَدَّRepliedهُنْرِيHenryمَاذَاwhatهُنَاكَis there

Henry replied: 'What is there?'

سَعَلَCoughedوِيلْسُونُWilsonمَرَّةًonceأُخْرَىagainوَظَلَّand continuedيَتَحَرَّكُmovingهُنَاhereوَهُنَاكَand thereكَأَنَّas ifشَيْئًاsomethingمَاwhatيُؤَرِّقُهُis bothering him

Wilson coughed once again, and continued to move here and there as if something was bothering him.

وَأَخِيرًاAnd finallyقَالَhe saidوَوَجْهُهُand his faceمَكْسُوٌّwas coveredبِحُمْرَةِwith the redness ofالْخَجَلِshame

And finally, he said, and his face was covered with the redness of shame:

يُمْكِنُكَYou canأَنْtoتُعِيدَrepeatلِيَto meالْخِطَابَthe letter

«You can repeat the letter to me.»

قَالَSaidهُنْرِيHenryبَعْدَafterلَحَظَاتٍa few momentsحَسَنًاokayيَاohوِيلْسُونُWilson

Henry said after a few moments: "Okay, Wilson."

فَتَحَOpenedهُنْرِيHenryسُتْرَتَهُhis coatوَأَخْرَجَand took outالْخِطَابَthe letterمِنْfromجَيْبِهِhis pocketالدَّاخِلِيِّinner

Henry opened his coat, and took the letter out of his inner pocket,

وَأَعْطَاهُand gave itلِوِيلْسُونَto Wilsonالَّذِيwhoكَانَwasخَجِلًاembarrassedحَتَّىso muchإِنَّهُthat heلَمْdid notيَسْتَطِعِmanageالنَّظَرَto lookإِلَىatهُنْرِيHenry

and gave it to Wilson, who was embarrassed so much that he did not manage to look at Henry.

كَانَWasهُنْرِيHenryيَتَوَانَىhesitatingفِيinتِلْكَthoseالْأَثْنَاءِmoments

Henry was hesitating in those moments;

لِأَنَّهُbecause heكَانَwasيُفَكِّرُthinkingفِيaboutشَيْءٍsomethingيَقُولُهُhe would sayبِشَأْنِregardingالْخِطَابِthe letter

because he was thinking about something he would say regarding the letter,

لَكِنَّهُbut heلَمْdid notيَجِدْfindمَاwhatيَقُولُto say

but he did not find what to say,

وَلِهَذَاand for this reasonقَرَّرَhe decidedأَنْtoيَكُونَbeدَمِثًاkindمَعَwithصَدِيقِهِhis friendوَأَلَّاand notيَسْخَرَto mockمِنْهُhim

and for this reason he decided to be kind with his friend and not to mock him.

بَعْدَAfterذَلِكَthatفَكَّرَthoughtهُنْرِيHenryمَرَّةًonceأُخْرَىagainفِيaboutالْمَعَارِكِthe battlesالَّتِيthatشَهِدَهَاhe witnessedحَتَّىuntilالْآنَnow

After that, Henry thought once again about the battles that he witnessed until now.

كَانَHe wasمُوقِنًاcertainأَنَّthatبِإِمْكَانِهِhe couldالْآنَnowالْعَوْدَةَreturnإِلَىtoدِيَارِهِhis homeland

He was certain that he could now return to his homeland

وَإِشْعَالَand kindleحَمَاسِthe passion ofالْآخَرِينَothersبِحِكَايَاتِهِwith his storiesعَنْaboutالْحَرْبِthe war

and kindle the passion of others with his stories about the war.

تَخَيَّلَImaginedهُنْرِيHenryنَفْسَهُhimselfفِيinغُرْفَةٍa roomيَرْوِيtellingالْقِصَصَthe storiesعَلَىtoالْمُسْتَمِعِينَthe listeners

Henry imagined himself in a room telling stories to the listeners,

وَرَأَىand he sawجُمْهُورَهُhis audienceوَهُمْwhile theyيَتَخَيَّلُونَهُimagined himبَطَلًاa heroفِيinكُلِّeveryاللَّحَظَاتِmomentالْمُلْتَهِبَةِfiery

and he saw his audience imagining him as a hero in every fiery moment.

الْفَصْلُThe chapterالتَّاسِعُninthعَشَرَten

The nineteenth chapter

التَّحَرُّكُThe Movement

The Movement

صَارَتِBecameالْمَعَارِكُthe battlesغَرِيبَةَstrangeالطَّابَعِin characterمَلْمَحًاa featureلِهَذِهِof thisالْبُقْعَةِspotمِنَofالْعَالَمِthe world

The battles became strange in character, a feature of this spot of the world;

فَدَائِمًاand alwaysتُسْمَعُare heardأَصْوَاتُthe soundsالْقَصْفِof shellingوَهَدِيرُand the roarالْمَدَافِعِof the cannonsالْمَكْتُومُmuffledفِيinالْأُفُقِthe horizon

and always the sounds of shelling and the muffled roar of cannons are heard in the horizon.